Waking up. -oh you ow! I felt okay for maybe a second or two (felt like a week or two. maybe it was?) then I remembered how to breathe and all of you came rushing back into me pinpricks in my soul all the dead muscle that you are well- not dead sorry! just asleep. Well it came back to life bringing screaming nerves and I just miss shhhh! I don't know I just lo- SHHHH. Shush. v- SHHH e. Shut up. You're gone. Go back to sleep, just go to sleep.