I'm sorry too,
I'm sorry I believed you could be genuine,
I'm sorry I believed your lies,
After lies,
After lies,

I'm sorry,
Feeling I thought I felt were real
All fake!
Fake because it was built upon YOUR mountain
Mountain of lies,
You said feelings towards me were real
Why?

They were built upon my mountain

Truth,
I was real.
I was genuine,
I truly cared about your feelings
Your heart,
Your soul,
Your truth

Pain,
Only thing that was real...
It's deep
Still searching,
Searching for the feeling I had for you,
Searching in a dark room,
Blind
Wandering around for that feeling

Feeling I'm searching for,
Not real,
Blank,
Feeling won't be there...
Searching for a ghost

It's done

My light?
Stop your pity
I'm alone!

Wondering,
Wandering,
Crashing,
Failing,
Why me!

Again!

Stop!
Let me drift here
Please!
It's quiet

Your story doesn't bother me,
Your past meant nothing to me,
Changed nothing

If,
If!
If this talk happened in the beginning,
I wouldn't be here

I wish..
I wish,
I wish you trust me

Here I sit,
Dark room