Running with kids who only speaking subbic Doing the worst of things with no care in public Girls clutching stomachs, in their guts screaming they love it To find the whole thing disgusting I'm discussing all of my judgements Still not relating with my cousins And it's kind of scary how time feels Tired of making mistakes on life's lonely wheel Made up phases when every boy wanted fades Singing about Compton, but never what we were raised But our corrupt streets will eat your heart, and be grazed And when you tried to be fresh, pretending to be cool in school As wanting to break all of the rules, we know we never could Never should—but it felt good knowing you were the dude Thinking of how to impress girls, meant you being rude But I must of learnt a lot Really from all the things I never got
I just need to apply brakes to my heart I just hope it doesn't break me apart
And as I'm growing older I've got more warm remarks, with handshakes getting colder The essence of confessions, all the time feeling restless Not fitting in with the rest, and I would care less So often careless, but let me learn from my youth I've got glue in my shoes, stuck in place and dance moves But I must of learnt a lot Really from all the things I never got
I just need to apply brakes to my heart I just hope it doesn't break me apart