He called me and called me and once more it happened. Could feel the sadness that glooms in his voice. Could feel the clouded future in his head. Imaginary, invisible shackles chained to his limbs Marks of swollen skin ankles and wrists. Eyes black, insomniac. Even though sleep was there by side. Nonsense, Nonsense, No sense of Euphoria in anything done. Felt his way, d Felt his anger, saw the act he did for me. Hardly he kept it, tiredly his soul seemed. In shackles he is, In shambles he is. Tired he is, gloomy he is. Voice breaking with intervals of laughter.. is it for real or are they for me. I fear of failure. Failure of me and failure he never was. Cannot see him go into the abyss, where buildings are down under with windows not built. Help he wanted, asking he was not. I knew, help he wanted, which i am not aware of. Help he wanted, someone help me. Help he wanted, nowhere to be seen.