it’s waltzing in the supermarket delicate voices as the beach appears from beyond the mountains it’s twilight supper picnic table in the middle of the open atmosphere the world takes tiny breaths as it watches us twirl around the living room laughing the calories out of our bodies
it’s laying under starlight seeing you, seeing mars, seeing jupiter from our naked eyes and our telescopes it’s gradually blending together like a perfect puzzle piece that finally found its place the moon decorates our skin with her majestic craters we swing on porch swings as the crickets chirp glowing meadow in the front of our yard
i’ve dreamt of meeting the one, with gum stuck in my teeth wingspan of twenty feet you see the crinkles and absolutes i was always so sure of myself now i’m wasting away into the drains of my shower would someone pick me up and fix up my hair for me and clean the shampoo off the patronizing white walls that force me to cower before them? i’ve dreamt of meeting the one, with spit on my tongue and saliva inside my mouth you’d start to maneuver my wavy hair behind my ears inside the grocery store closest to the farthest part away from home love is not overgrown like i am
it breathes in motion it waltzes in supermarkets at two in the afternoon and isn’t afraid of losing a little pride it sings on a long windy road above the beach in a red convertible that sets hair into a frenzy it belongs, it shimmies, it blossoms
i saw a comet from my bedroom window and i might have seen you (the one) sitting outside in the middle of the meadow, hand on the back of your head, gazing up at the clarity-inducing midnight sky i took a mental picture of you and saved it in a folder of the one thing i have never experienced; love
and it contained us dancing in a supermarket, jumping into a saltwater pool, and holding our hands up in the red mustang or convertible while scream singing along with the radio
oh, i dreamt of meeting the one last night in the autumnal breath of the universe i brought a checkered tablecloth to place on the picnic table, i hope you fall in love with me under starlight so i can say, i lived a real life fairytale at least once in my life
….and it was the greatest one i have ever heard of in my sixteen years of life
older by 5sos and aidan bisset were my inspirations for this. and a little cabin in the forest in the late 1800s. idk. i need to be held and loved. 10/27/22