I think you’ve left with a part of me. Sometimes I think it’s a hole that will never be filled No matter how tirelessly I try. I wonder if the ache will ever stop. Or maybe just pause. In the dark, I beg it to. There’s a loneliness in me that screams so loudly Deafening to me, but silence to the rest. They continue unaware. I try to fix myself in the worst ways. Maybe it works for a while But then the edges come crashing down And the mess comes.