and i don’t like the way i look
even though i treat others like they are shiny diamonds
pieces of the heart of the sea
high-priced rhinestones you pick up
in a jewelry shop
they might hate me
for they way my nose is shaped
or the color that protrudes out of my skin
why does it matter?
i’m not evil!
i promise.
so if you feel as if the world has too many people like me
too ugly, too bashful, too pale
i don’t know what to say.
everyone has forgotten what it means to love one another
humans act like loving one another is some super difficult puzzle to solve
and you only have to like certain pieces with certain colors.
but it’s not like that!
the world is one big scrabble game
with different letters to match, with different ideas to create a word
r, f, h, a, e, c, e, f, t, m, a, e, a
create a word
h, a, t, e
ok, another word
r, a, c, e
c’mon,
something—better
f, l, a, m, e
i give up
did we forget love?
no matter who you are
why do you hate the people around you who cry the same tears after a terrible day?
why do you hate the people you are told to hate?
why do you hate the people who listen to the same bands as you, who live parallel lives to you
just with different foundation shades?
i am blamed for this, can’t you see!
everyone is some kind of gypped in these scenarios.
no, you’re not superior, you’re not superior,
no one’s superior!
get it into your skull!
i promise this is not me complaining. i just…feel like i’m automatically labeled “evil” just cause of my skin color and i think that’s unfair. it’s my number one insecurity honestly. i’m sorry i look the way i look. i’m sorry there’s “too much” of me in the world. 10/14/22