to engage in testosterone fueled fantasies
of thinking "i am always right"
"i am never wrong"
you and your best friend
like minded subjects
i don't care if it was all gray to everyone
it wasn't gray to me
and it wasn't gray to her
i don't care it it's not hostile to everyone
it's hostile to me
and they were hostile to her
a mirror's image to the one we vilified
yet no one sees the same narcissist
with the hellfire temper
i hope you live uncomfortably like i do
i hope you hold in anger
just like i do