when you look at me like that it almost makes me feel like you're listening to me and when you speak to me like that with your "hm's" it almost makes me feel like you care about how you speak to me and when you touched my thigh it almost makes me feel like you craved the feeling of skin too like me and when you sit there and look at me it almost makes me feel like you want me to look back and when you sat there with me in silence when i ate my fiesta potatoes it almost made me feel like you didn't mind my weirdness and when you laughed with me it almost made me feel like we were connected and when you sit near me it makes me feel safer and when you put your hand on my shoulder all i could think about was the warmth radiating from it and when you're around i just never want to separate and when you text me and when you look at me and when you walk and when you smile at me and can you hold me please and can you please tell me everything's okay even though things aren't and thank you for coming with me and please keep holding me and please don't let me go and please kiss me on my cheek and please just tell me im doing a good job and please and please and please and thank you.