Euphoria spellbinding me into complacency Makes a dream of liberation Too far to become reality A carousel spinning while I sit still Finding myself captive Not against my own will Colors that placate the mind Glitter seeming sound like gold Silver linings that I may never find One may tell me and never be told These days that hold me prisoner Distracted, divisive, and dead My arms that feel heavier When I wake from a dreaming bed How I wish to know true freedom For captivity I breathe in still Confined by the early stardom And running from a future bill