The day I killed myself,
I tried to brush it of and pretend I'm okay,
Tried to hurt myself every single day.
The day I killed myself,
My mum cried forever,
My dad brushed it of like he's not the one to blame.
The day I killed myself,
I woke up and went about the day,
Like nothing ever happened because it never does.
The day I killed myself,
I fell in love with the cat,
And pretended things weren't so bad.
The day I killed myself,
I woke up in hospital,
Everything attached to me.
The day I killed myself,
I watched the sun fall,
And said to myself here comes another day.
The day I killed myself,
I had another drink,
To numb everything away.
The day I killed myself,
My dad kicked us out,
Became homeless again.
The day I killed myself,
You hurt me so bad I couldn't breathe,
Then you told me to leave.
The day I killed myself,
I watched the stars,
How bright and beautiful they are.
The day I killed myself,
I unkilled myself.