My arms can only reach so far around my own body The illusion of comfort dies with the flame of my candle I drink tea because it almost feels like someone is touching me This warmth, this sadness, this porcelain handle
It hardly wraps around my finger, hardly bears the pressure of my hands It doesnβt know of the blue, dripping caves of emotion in which I stand Though, I wonder if its chipping fragments are tears of their own intent Sit on my ***** window sill, sleep on the small table by my bed
Be my golden flower, smiling as spring skips back to my door Wink rosy flecks back to the sun, even when your painted blossoms are worn My pink jewel, every good heart turned neon in your burning coal An impossibly ripe strawberry, bright in the big vineyard of my soul
The secret clenched tightly to my chest, worlds etched between the burns and scars Even when my shaky conscience inevitably collapses your own skies and stars The one beautiful thing in my eyes when I seem to have not much left Despite your manufactured past, nothing could replace what you represent