little girl, you better hold on hold on tight to the charcoal sturdiness of a railing, to the warmth emitting from the barrier of your father's arm, for the bus would bring you there once, twice, a hundred times to the first turbulence of a flight you are onboard from the very start, and like that tedious twenty-two hours to america like the cousins who followed the eldest, coolest brother up hanging on an escalator track turbulences come one, another until the odyssey sews to a close along with your shredded dreams your corrupted perceptions, your wrinkles, your bruised, weary heart which would thus lay within your burnt, soulless corpse