Do you realise how hard it is to walk into a place where someone should be but they no longer are. Knowing that no matter how many hallways you walk through you will never see them again. Every class reminds me of her. Why am i where she was meant to be. Why has noone cared enough to check up on the one who found her life less in bed cold. The one who had to inform people she was dead. Everyone has left me behind standing in the thoughts. i wasnt there to save her when she needed me the most. I was only a few hundred meters away, heck i was literally standing outside her door while she lay lifeless. I was the one who walked away. I should have known something was up. Im sorry i couldn't protect her.