Drinking again is where she’s  been
Trying to disregard what she carries within
Shot after shot, still she can not
Neglect every thought
Pretending they’re still the same
Just pour her a shot
So she can forget

She hates that she drinks
Can’t stand that she does
She need to forget but can’t help but think
She’s get wasted to avoid him

Drinking and drinking once again
Yet still she can ignore
Where together they stood
What they’d been before
And that once he was her rock
****! The very thought
Shell take another shot
She need to forget

She hates that She drinks
Can’t stand that she does
Unable to forget, get out of her head
Wasted again to avoid facing him

Drinking just a little more
With a bottle to reflect
She loved him before
Could She love him once more?
An off putting thought
She needs another shot
She must forget

She hates that She drinks
Can’t stand that she does
Unwanted thoughts, ******* up her head
Obviously wasted to avoid loving him.

Drunk at last
Empty bottle on the floor
Almost numb to her core
Powering down her thoughts
Passing out as he’s getting in
Before the unwanted touch
An anguishing  thought.
**** if only she had one more shot
She could forget once again

She hates that she drinks
Can’t stand that she does
She hardly forgets, she always thinks
She must be getting wasted to avoid ******* him too.