hey.
im enjoy taking things slow now.
im no longer in a rush. i enjoy the tedious chores and boring routines i have now.
i like doing simple and easy things now
and still feel like i have achieve something big in my life.
i still feel like i'm winning in this game of life although all i did was just existing
i no longer have the need to justify myself
i made peace with whatever the universe has to offer me
i value those people who love me for being me
i still love to hear stories from people. but this time, i also get the chance to talk about me.
i have never been heard like this

hey
i just found out, it was not that bad
i found out the world is not that cruel just like how you told me
it's unpredictable but i think i can manage it well
i guess it was you who scared of me
so that's why you wanted to scare me with the world's harsh truth
i agree. it's harsh.
but i change my point of view.
i hope you're happy with what you're doing
i hope you find yourself
please dont get lost.
i'm might not be around for you anymore