to make or become doubled or paired.

Stuck between wanting you bad like novacane
And hating you as if all the memories and emotions have drained
The con to being a Gemini
Is eyes see through different sides
One where I accept my faults and flaws
One where I think you couldn’t handle it all
I just wanna know why
When you said you needed a friend but still wanted to be there for each other why
I try even though you said you couldn’t show intimacy why
For you to return with another
dragging my heart from the gutter
why .
It’s the only question that comes during my  eternal sigh
All the times I wanted to talk
All the times my mind wrapped around you ready to stalk
All the times I only wanted to hear your voice
To end up spinning your block a few times with the feeling of no choice
In the business of finding the answers to all my outmoded faceless questions
And looking back on how I wished you wouldn’t turn out to be a lesson
Other than interrogating why you didn’t stay
My mind focuses not the one that got away
But the new member whose come to play
You said I’d fall. You said if fall inlove.
I did and now I never wanna come out again my aura.. the wrong way it’s been rubbed
I didn’t even get to confess just how special you are and what it is that you meant to me
I just wish I knew it was all temporary for a moment you were renting me