Can’t seem to escape
This ******* daze
Look up at the sky
And put my hands over my face
Cover my blood red eyes
That are glassy and glazed
And wonder how I let **** get this way
In the first place

I used to cry for you
In the emergency room
Imagined blood on the white walls,  
Took in the hospital fumes,
And in the world’s eyes
You were doomed
You were consumed
Inside your broken made up world
Of pills and costumes
I brought you flowers
Such a beautiful bloom
Then they withered away
Just like you always do
In my tattered eyes
You were the queen of my moon
And I ******* loved you
But it only went one way
I assume

Now I have suicidal tendencies
Every time you look at me,
With those dead shark eyes
Can you even see?
When you’re laying on the floor
And in your ****** up mind
You’re free,
Now you’re just like my aunt
Who always said “let it be”
But she was ignorant
And for that, she paid the fee
I threw her funeral last week

But I’ll still cry for you every night
And hope that you’re alright
But I know one day you won’t be
Guess I’ll see you on the other side
When you get your wings
I hope they’re white
And I hope it was worth it
Tell my grandpa I said hi