I dont get it He's the angel child when I work so hard There is too much blood, and sweat for me to fall down so far Too many tears for the rope to split Too much pain to end it all like this But there's an invisible hand holding scissors and I don't know who it is I'm just hoping that my rope is thick As they saw away Day by day I start to get sick There's no hope for climbing, no way up I'm thinking my last option is to jump Because I'm almost at the top, that means its a long way down Hopefully I'll pass out from fear before I hit the ground I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying my best But my best falls just short of the rest And I'm only thinking of one way out I could survive if this was a river, but there's been a drought So all that remains at the bottom of my mountains Are dried up rivers, and the seconds are being counted In my head I'm thinking maybe if I let the thoughts win It just might rain again.