its okay to not be okay
its okay to be down all day
your body feels grey
your eyes
ripped out
your heart leaking below you
and your brain
in a box
torturing you with thoughts
that turn you blue
your body
lonely
your heart
fatigued

its okay to not be where your eyes are stuck on
opening the door
slowly
your mind peaks at the crack
you
alone
music lasting seconds
looped
your eyes
deeper
your heart draining
and your mind
running
running through every door possible that was closed
flooding the room with oceans of emotions
drowning
slowly drowning deeper
a suicide of thoughts
its okay to not be okay