i'm in love with a boy who loves the beach boys who can tell when i'm upset by my eyes who can make me smile when others can't who can sing like an angel who said he'd never leave but these are only the good things he is also a boy who's stubborn who can be brutally honest who won't let me help him who makes me cry(sometimes) who makes me feel whole and in a million pieces at the same time he made me throw away my blades he's a blessing and a curse i love him( he doesn't love me) he cares about me(he doesn't) i'm in love with him(i shouldn't be)