I guess I’m not equipped for the tale of romance
Love for me is entangled with the first touch and the last dance
It seems befitting but only in the beginning
Because we know the outcomes are never faced with winning
It’s cruel to know you’ll never know how I feel
And how once upon a time I was ready to give something real
All the thoughts and written gestures with only the understanding of you in mind
If only you wanted to know and reached for this stash of mine
The one of a kind
Hide and find
To read and watch how water turned to wine
Slowly to mend my heart and create this aching bind
All the words that flow from my lips
From my finger tips
Every focus of you till the page rips
And I realize it’s here the moment we’ve waited for the big dip..
I hate that you’ll never know
Maybe cause I’m shy or maybe my pride makes me never show
So many pages dedicated to you
Dedicated to the truth I see in you
Little notes I take to learn you as a person
As they sit in the contact notes hurtin
Because I know for certain
Using all I have will only cause burden
I guess I can stay with out you knowing my emotions
If I can go on harboring my hearts truest devotions
So many unsaid feelings..
I just wanna know how you’re feeling