Lay down in a cold bed, Pajamas hugging my body, Wrap the sheets around to try to warm. What is my purpose? Possibly a neurosurgeon, Possibly a research scientist, Both? Who really knows. Part of me longs to be a devoted wife and mother Imagine hugging my husband as he arrives home, A beautiful dinner ready for him, Working together in a partnership matched So perfectly, in sync like ballerinas... Maybe a handsome young son Or a kind, gentle daughter. Both? All? Who knows. Who really knows?