Flurazepam sleep. One at the start of the night, the next one at half past 3. Macrogool digestion, one glass before bedtime. Thyroid meds before breakfast. A blue pill for the overwhelming, the pain, the OCD stress. Anticonception, never having a kid in my life. And vitamins, and one allergies. But Flurazepam sleep or no sleep. Macrogool or no ****. Thyroid meds or slow death. Blue pill or fast suicide hopefully. And no kid should have to live through this. A mom who canβt take care. And allergies are f*cking annoying! π