I wanted to get this out
I have a *** addiction
I think about it way too much
and it's damaging my body &my; mind
I have tried to overcome it before
but lately, I have failed so horribly
I pray to God that he forgives me
and that he should look deep in my heart and see
that I am not happy
with who I have become
I need help very badly
before I tear down
everything that means something to me