I lied to you not because I wanted to deceive you but because I couldn't let you see how torn my heart was.
It only showed up today because yesterday I was in shock.
The bomb was thrown as y'all walked on by and I just shut down only going through motions that weren't even thought of.
Today I was to put it bluntly ******.
****** at you
at her
At myself.

And your hugs,
My talking to you,
my trying to impress you,
you walk back to her side
didn't help

No
It didn't help