It's one of those days, warm rain's running down my skin.
It feels like your touch before you ruined me deep within.
I'm hiding my tears, they are invisible because of the rain.
I seem alright, but I am not and I blame you and my brain.
I believed your words, you said that you'll always be here.
But you're like the sun, here for a moment, then disappear.
I know you're somewhere, but I always have to wait.
This one time I needed you the most, you were too late.
I want too much and I'm apparently not giving you space.
It's always my fault, always the wrong moment and place.
Beating your wisdom into me, to make my life more tough.
I've never gotten anything I truly wanted, now I have enough.
I don't want you to leave, because I never get what I wish for.
I know you hurt me, even if I'm gone but I just can't take more.
I'm leaving first, stepping through this door and again I'll be free.
It's warm outside, rainy too whilst the sun is shining down on me.
That's just how things go, sometimes it'll hurt.
I'll keep on moving, even if my life's so absurd.
One day I might find a place, maybe even peace.
I just hope I won't be all by myself, sweet release