a bead of sweat drips down the bow of my lip, the hot air slowly suffocating us. she exhales, smoke billowing in rings from her mouth out the open window. her head weighs on my chest, her feet kicked up on the windowsill. she looks up at me, green eyes searching for something she doesnβt seem to find. i know that this, us, is going to dissolve someday, but dear god please give me more time.