I will never be enough will I?
I will always just be the one who was ‘just enough’ or ‘almost’
I will never be their first pick, I’ll be picked because I was the last one who was desperate enough to stay.
I will forever be just the person who has never been enough and that sucks.
It makes me not want to be involved with anyone.
It makes me want to remain alone for the rest of my days.
I won’t entrap anyone in a terrible life with me.
I won’t force anyone to be with me.
I would rather spend a lifetime alone than to let someone step into this misery.