The click of the finished record,
The shuffling from my rabbit's cage,
These sounds make me remember,
And then the depression seeps in.
You have made me stress and anxious.
I am balancing my life on toothpicks
Around you and past you.
The only truth is what you know.
The stubborn lies that you've,
Told yourself will bring you
Down forever, repeatedly,
Until you're drunk with fury at the world.
Flames of lost loved ones
Will constantly surround you
And cage you from the outside
Which is the only place you now want.
There, in this desperation,
You will know why I cried
Into your cold chest and tore
At your back with tired fingers.
You will realize, why I would
Constantly writing you pleads.
There, I was in your arms,
Begging you to please grow.
Grow as a human.
Become a calm mind.
Listen to wisdom.
And take joy in life.