My vision is cloudy. I stare out to the yard And I fear all white and red lights Because the serenity of this moment Must not be ruined by you. There are blurry outlines of beings everywhere But I prefer it this way Because I'm a coward I would rather not know what's coming And acting surprised when something shows up Then have time to prepare For what I know it bound to happen. Some would see this as courage The ability to go through life freely And without restraints of the imagination But I see it as another way for fools Like me To blame the world for their misfortunes When I know I could have predicted this Of only I put on my glasses.