i want to be the perfect, slim doll so that way your agreeable warmth envelops me so entirely and so you can lift me so that the things you do to me in a night full of physicals look pretty on skin of glass your shirt hanging off of me like drapes to the window and the aftermath of ruthless movements still shows in the way my slender legs wobble i want to be the kind of skinny that look good after i've been ruined so completely.