it has dawned on me
that when I get I to bed
At night
It's quiet
A little too quiet
And I realized the reason why it's so quiet
Is because your not next to me
Your breathing is not in my ear
Your arms are not wrapped tightly around my body
Your fingers are not tickling my back,
helping me into my sleepy state of mind

And now it's not too silent anymore
The only sound in the room
Are my quiet sobs
Because I know
You're not here
You won't be here
With me
In my bed
Ever