Sometimes I'm kinda absent, Bean. like Spidey when he was still Venom. I don't have dreams without you they're nightmares when you're not in 'em. I remember the panic inside me when the waves knocked out my knees. I remember lunging into surf trying to save you from the seas. I've reached into space and saw the reassured look spread on your face as you fell into my waiting catch instead of alone into empty space. I think back to when you weren't and the silly person I used to be you're like glasses, son you allow me, finally, to see.