So, so

As I ponder, as I look, as I see, hear and watch life transpire

I look, not ever sure, not even clear of my desires…

That is my curse, never sure, never knowing

Never, Never committing, apologies to those I hurt, at least my pain is showing

So many that have crossed my path, trusting but realizing, to move past

I always am happy for you, but thankful many of our friendships last

Can’t explain it, don’t even know… a part of me has grown from all of those that I held close

I see, see you happy, and have some remorse, but truthfully I see you in the meadows

So, so

Meadows of life and embrace the time we had, I am lucky, to you all, my love perseveres

So, so

I simply have taken all my interactions and built, become who you see…  it endears