I want love
to reach his fingers
around my heart
wretch it
enclose it with passion.

I want love
to knock the breath out of me
beat me black and blue
carving me out
til I am empty inside.

I want love
to get up in my face
look me in the eye
tell me the truth
in every way.

I want love
to twist his knife
inside of me
look at me lifelessly
and leave me there to die.

I want love
to turn around one more time
pay respects
to his old friend
and tell her she is free once again.