you’re dissolving in my hands. your smiles are dripping down your teary faces. how is this actually happening? you’ve freed me. you’ve done so much for me- everything. what’s it gonna be like without you? or at least with you further away? i never would have thought this would happen in a million years, but here we are. i’ll love you through the entirety of this. i won’t fade away. you won’t have me to miss. i’m proud of you in every way. take all the time you need. you deserve this. you are gonna be a memory. or at least until you flourish and reach your best capacity. whatever you do i’ll be there for you. never doubt that. goodbye for now. love you always.