Randomness. Flirting. Being a demiromantic bisexual. This is my queer life. Gay is an insult in the Midwest but I take it as a compliment. To get too close to someone is terrifying to me as a person but you get used to them living with you. It's freeing, it's thrilling and they notice the small details about you. It's fun and dangerous, commitment is. Because to love someone is worth all the **** you go through together as a couple. I regret nothing. And I never will. So rebel and live with yourself as mad you may be.