I know i’m stupid, ugly, fat and lazy,
And sometimes I get a little bit crazy.
Crazy of the people who judge about me all the time,
And I always need to pretend i’m fine.
I try so hard to convince myself that it’s okay,
To feel  this way.
But my feelings could mean everything,
Or just nothing at all.
And I would not like,
To see myself fall.
Again.