i want to streach out my hand reach for you but it's your hand i want not his
he plays taylor swift as we drive but all the songs only remind me of you
once sweet now bittersweet hoping everything every moment with me is not bitter to you
in every movie
in every sunset
in every sad love song
in every drive home
in every warm & rainy may sunday evening
every snowflake
every amber fallen leaf
i crave that glimpse of us your baby blue gingerly meeting mine and your warm fingers interlaced with mine as we walked to our picnic bench
the things i avoid are the only things i have to catch that glimpse of us
tell me it's not the only thing that i'll ever have that's closest to having you
tell me there'll be a day when you'll love me the way i love you only harder than we ever have
the tears i dry seconds before i walk into work
you said forever and start with forever you said you'd propose . . . one day we'd be one . . .
if this isn't over why do i still cry when i write
hesitantly indulging in your favorite songs just for my fix of us
skyline deep violets bright golds vibrant oranges flush pinks
stars peeking lights igniting the evening life
sitting at our picnic bench knowing you're not here with me holding back tears. "i'm with you" vance joy. people drive by as i long for any of them to be you . . . just come sit with me . . . be with me . . . be next to me . . . darling, i used to be
awaiting the day this could be real, just like you longed, just like i dreamed, just like we hoped
awaiting the day i no longer need this glimpse of us to feel the warmth of us . . .