and ghosts hover over the box of memories in my room

my word choice is average and boring and useless
think, think, think;
vestige: what does that even mean?

summer feels like swinging
my stomach hurts

and you booked it out of my arms cause maybe they weren’t warm enough

i wish i ‘broke a finger knocking on your bedroom door’ so you could see my wounds and write me a song apologizing though it was my fault

lol should mean laughing or lying cause that’s what i’m doing when she texts me

i think i am deprived of male attention

real life ***** and i don’t wanna go anywhere, i just wanna stay put