I was on the couch
watching TV
then he came downstairs
and sat next to me
my parents were outside
fixing a car
my brothers upstairs
probably doing drugs
he looked harmless
blue eyes and blond hair
I was a child
I really didn't care
but at the moment
I felt the tension in the air
I looked at him
and got caught
in his crazy eyed stare
he moved closer
I got scared
he wrapped his arms around me
and started groping me everywhere
I said please stop
he said shut up little *****
"you know you like it"
closed my eyes
and wished i wasn't there
started crying then he got scared
He got up, looked, and walked away
I didn't know what to say
after that day
I never saw him again
didn't tell anyone
kept it all within
I just wonder if he
ever thought of me again
and how much he
****** up my life
in the end