I forgot how to smile
The joyous feeling lost
Beneath time
I have been numb for so long
It is strange to make my heart happy
The laugh heard now
Is not the one you heard then
The smile you saw
Is not the same today
Nearly a year has passed
The origin of love is no longer relevant
I am finding objects in life to fill the void
Nothing has worked so far
Letters from the past should be burned
But I refuse
I was happy then
I will be happy again
Even if you will not make me happy again