For a while now, I haven’t been able to get back on my own. It’s been hard to get on with my life. I find myself always lost in thought, my conscience curses at my regrets, negative clouds blocking positive rays of light in my mind, weakening my soul making me feel worthless, I don’t know exactly what I’m doing, Nothing feels real anymore, not even pain.I can’t call this living, but I’m not even sure I’m existing, I just know I’m not dead. How did I get so trapped in my head? Allowing darkness to consume me, draining away any little joy, left to feel empty,cold, and alone! ****! When did I get here?