so much on my mind, so much weighing down on my heart, this endless insanity. The fool you’ve made of me, the pathetic **** I dealt with, you’ve taken advantage of what we could be. Of course you can’t see this, I will not allow you to see my truth, I alone suffer this misery. Remembering broken promise and empty dreams, ******* images and hollow words of all the stupid **** you said would be. It has finally come, you know, finally some clarity. Now I’m free. So *******, the ******* lies, and games that almost broke me.