The hardest thing is picking up the phone
But having no-one to call when you're at your worst.
The hardest thing is screaming into your pillow
Because your crying so hard that your chest feels like it could cave in.
The hardest things is telling someone you're not okay
But having to comfort them because they don't know what to say...
The hardest thing is knowing you once had that person... Your person
But now they have gone without a look back, not daring to check in.
The hardest thing is pretending I am okay everyday
Because I am completely alone with no-one to call when I'm at my worst