It's one of those days again... The ones where you barely find the strength to begin. With every waiting breath, I wish and want cardiac arrest. Everyday the struggle to even get out of bed, just eating feels like such an achievement. I'm finding it difficult to even vent, my emotions are filled with hopeless relent. It's one of those days again, starting it off too late in the day, and too many mistakes made to walk away. It's gonna be one of those days.