Being a storyteller since I was 7 years old made me invulnerable to pain. I used my uncontrollable rages and imperfect weaknesses growing up to outsmart anyone who couldn't handle my rebellious old soul and heart. I outran my fears every time until inevitably I left for dead all alone in my bedroom sobbing into my pillow and suddenly I realized I only had myself to trust. If I was going to be repeatedly abandoned then I would have to be my own hero and villain of my own tall tales. If no one can tell the difference between hero and villain then why stop being a rebel? With revolutions at a single heart stopper smile and manic laughter then insanity is my best friend. I am a medically insane, medical journalist so pay the price of your sins confess them to your closest enemy. Surprise surprise I am morally queer coded as a mentally ill and mentally disabled girl.