I am at a constant war with myself
And it's not because I don't see myself
The way others see me
It's because I see myself
Exactly how others see me
When I talk to someone
I can see how obnoxious and intrusive
I am
But I do not have the power to stop myself
I try so ******* hard to hold on to people
Because I know that someday they're going to leave
And maybe I'm holding on too tight
Maybe I'm pushing them away unintentionally
But I just care so much about people
More than I care for my own self
I especially care about you
But you do not care about me
I am a real person
With valid feelings
And it's about **** time that someone
Actually gives a ****
About me