I don't care where I'd be,
I'd take anywhere I can drop,
A typical person facade,
And take my heart out of it's box.
I'd lose my mind,
I'd lose my mind otherwise,
Soon, here, now I'll be giving,
Everything I got for the night.
Once it's gotten all out,
I better be a heaving,
non-breathing mess,
Untangled upon a ***** floor,
Non-burdened going further,
Than I ever have before,
It's what I've been looking for,
Years, years of non-concrete fears,
Pushing relentlessly as I'm near,
This is all I want to feel.
I'd lose my mind,
I'd lose my mind otherwise,
Soon, here, now I'll be giving,
Everything I got for the night.
I'd never be alone if I allowed,
For this chance to slip below,
I know I have just an hour,
The numbing pressure to cower,
Is so viciously overpowering.